Dear Vivian Sliwa,
I just read your article or poem having hard time distinguishing what it was.
I don’t know how old you are and what made you write this sad, untrue way of thought about God.
Often as young people who are not directed properly and brought up in the word of God, there is no solid ground to walk on, and when some tragic happens, some disappointment comes, the first thing they do is to blame God for it, the God that up till then was not even in their thoughts, in their mind, in their heart, in their life as whole, but now has become responsible for the circumstance they are in.
To be honest I don’t think your poem had any order in it and had no beauty, no good positive message in it, no encouragement only some dark sad opinion of God and unappreciation of your existence even, a life that is given to you as a gift.
I pray to the Lord to touch your life and heart, it is so sad so see a young woman with such a dead soul, Jesus is the answer to all your calamities, He has promised it, get in line with Him in your life and see how He can change things in your life , shift your eyes from seeing such a darkness and see the hope and light that is only found in Him alone.
Invite Him in, and allow Him to be the Lord of your life, then and only then you can keep Him accountable about things happening in your life, and I know He is a loving Father, and He loved you and me so much that He died on a cross for us. He is not the God of calamities but on a contrary He is the God that frees us from bondages, if we allow Him.
May the Lord shine His mercy on you and give you grace to come to know Him
The Lord bless you Vivian
